Throw the handphones away.

Every 5 minutes, mesti ada 4 - 5 messages masuk. Saya pun reply la juga those messages, sapa yang duluan messages, i replied you first. Then, it keep on repeating-peat-peat-peat everyday, every seconds, every hours *sigh*. I am tired, my fingers are exhausted. How i wish i could throw away those handphones, then kalau ada urgent, jumpa terus, terus dan terus. Kalau rindu, come and see me! If you need me, i'll be there for you (only if its possible). Setakat bilik di atas rumah pun mau message. Kan bagus kalau lari-lari anak naik atas rumah and just tell me directly. Bangun pagi message, buat ini message, cuci kain message, p dating message, p makan message, mandi message, study message, before bed message. See, macam terikat betul kan? GGGGGGRRRRRR!!! Sometimes i do wonder why should i do and that. Macam terasa sudah berkahwin. Padahal, bercinta pun gagal. Apa lagi mau "get married", mimpi okay? It is just a dream. By the time i get so busy, mahu juga kena message. Why so complicated? I wish i have the gut to ignore you, you and you. Kalau ada beeping, pretending that am asleep. Kalau kena call, buat suara-suara baru bangun or tidak payah jawab. If and only if i could be that cruel. I think the best way is to stop using handphones for awhile. Like I used to do last time. And I wish for you, you and you to understand me. And the best thing is, I do not have to top up my phone every week. Jimat okay? Or should i say, Hibernate?

Lets answers phone calls from FAMILY and loved ones only.

emotionally abused, like seriously.