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Thursday, 27 September 2012

Happy Birthday My Little Princess :)

Hello dearest! It's been quiteeeeee a long time. Yeah, been so busy catching up with stuff, school and many more. Been so busy treasuring every aspects of life. Been so busy wasting time with someone i really love, family and friends. And most of all, been so busy for doing something for  first time. Teheee! Here is my quick post about my beloved little niece, Genevie Rose a.k.a Princess. Hohoho. Now she knows how to get mad everytime you make fun of her name, padahal bru 1 year old (this coming Saturday)! Yeah, 1 year old baby and here is your SURPRISE :D

This little dress catches my eyes but I had some trouble on deciding the size. I finally made up my mind and bought SIZE 1 for her. Since she is just so little and slim. I really love the vintage style and floral pattern. You can say, I'm old school or old fashioned or what so ever, I'm just in love with vintage thingy. Hihi. Till then, see ya again! Be blessed ♥

Monday, 3 September 2012

With ♥ Mark Twain

Be the right one peoples! 
Its been quiet a long time since my last post, I'll be back blogging again :)

Thursday, 12 July 2012

Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Lines

"Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her."

p/s : tell me you thought.

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Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Little things that counts :)

Did you ever ?
Spend a little moment at night, to pray. Because you are too worried of something or you have a lot to be thankful for?

Did you ever ?
Feel grateful after a short nap you had?

Did you ever ?
Feel life is wonderful by holding and kissing a new born baby ? For their life is just begin but yours is all messed up?

Did you ever ?
Wonder if those kids playing on the streets have something for dinner tonight?

Did you ever ?
Whisper a little prayer just to thank God for the rain that pouring down your face?

Did you ?
Hug someone you see everyday tightly? Because you realize that life is too short..

Did you ?
Go for a short walks with someone you really love? For the sake of health or just to have a quality time together?

Did you ?
Slow down the musics just to feel your inner peace?

Did you ?
Still holding on something which is nothing?

Did you ever ?
Wonder if you crossed his/her mind too?

Did you ?
Have something to accomplish today? Or just living life the way you used to do?

Did you ?
Smile to someone this morning? Because you know you are somebody reason to smile :)

Did you ?
Aware of today's date? And thoughts of someone you'll never see again?

Did you ?
Promise yourself to be happy today? And wear smile on your face?

Life is too short to wake up with regrets for I firmly believe everything happens for reason. Remember, nobody said life is easy, but God has promise it would be worth it :)
Be thankful and remember to counts your blessings!

Love, Connie ♥

Friday, 25 May 2012

Smile though your heart is aching .

It is never gonna be that easy.
But it will definitely worth it :)

Turning 20th, soon :/

Yeay or Noooo ?

Happy Sabbath Loves ♥

Saturday, 12 May 2012

No One Can Tell The Difference.


Quotes: Something To Believe

                                                                                Breathe and you will find life.
Listen and you will find truth.
Understand and you will find patience.
Question and you will find answers.
Speak and you will find a voice.
Respect and you will find peace.
Learn and you will find hope.
Journey and you will find place.
Stand and you will find courage.
Love and you will find purpose.

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Wednesday, 11 April 2012

A friend of mine, Sherilyn .

“A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous.” 

Tuesday, 10 April 2012

I am blessed .

Some people are blessed with a deluxe houses..
Some people are blessed with superb cars..
Some people are blessed with sufficient moneys..
Some people are blessed with perfect families..
Some people are blessed with expensive clothes..
Some people are blessed with loyal soul mates..
Some people are blessed with amazing good friends..
Some people are blessed with intelligence..
Some people are blessed with free internet..
Some people are blessed good health..
Some people are blessed with caring neighbors and relatives..
Some people are blessed with undefeated talents..
Some people are blessed with enough foods..
Some people are blessed with good sleep at night time..
Some people are blessed with physical beauty..
Some people are blessed with wonderful children..

What about me?

I thank God for..

The person who touch my life like no one else did..
The person who remind me to always stay strong..
The person that tell me how beautiful i am each morning when i wake up..
The person that count me in their prayers..
The person that believe in my ability..
The person that correct me when i am wrong..
The person who critics in a constructive ways..
The person who remind me when i forgot..
The person that encourage me to be my very best..
The person that makes me feel good when i am with him/her..
The person that hugs me tightly to calm me..
The person that wipe my tears..
The person remind me on my mission in life..
The person that love me unconditionally..

Xoxo, Connie

Never give up .

When life gives you a lemon, make a lemonade! Life will not always turn up to be as what you've planned. Life not always going to be as smooth as expected. Life with its ups and downs which sometimes makes you want to give up where all you want to do is to sleep like there is no tomorrow. Remember, the beginning of life is the hardest and when it is not okay, than its not the end because, they told me, at the end, 'everything will be alright'.  As time passed by, I've learnt that there is something that i shouldn't have give up on to. There is someone that i should have fight for and they must be something that worth to be keep. They says, peoples fight for what they love. What about you? What do you fight for?

Even if you’ve been hurt in the past, do everything you can to push past that. Otherwise you’ll never be able to be HAPPY !

Xoxo, Gegirl

Monday, 2 April 2012

This is how LOVE should be .

"I choose to be with him for the all things that he did right and not leave him for one thing that he did wrong."
The Vow

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Sources : Facebook

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Lifeline of Hope .

Most people never run enough on their wind to find out they've got a second.

Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day.

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. 
That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.

Xoxo, Connie <3

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

He bring out the best in me.

Let go of my past seems to be the easiest decision i ever made. Letting go of a person that i thought would be mine. Erasing all the memories we have together. Taking every advices to the heart for future. Yes. Letting go, for good.

After the heartbreak, he finally come, in a comfort way. Being someone to me when i needed him. A shoulder to cry on. Someone that would listen to me for the whole night long. The one that always open up with great ideas that inspires me, a lot. It is too early to fall for someone that you just have known. Someone that you just met few hours ago. I never thought it would end up like this. Its a blessings. The power of prayer. Simple. I believe that love inside our heart is God's greatest gift and should be cherish. We finally declare our relationship, in PRAYER. May it last. God, I surrender all to You.

One day, how i wish, I'll be lying beside my husband, looking at his eyes and slowly whisper into his ear and say, "Darling, we made it."

14 February 2012

xoxo, Connie

Monday, 6 February 2012

Milo & Chucky .

 Call him MILO !
Tadaaaa! This is Chucky :D
 Wind struck ?

<3 Connie

Brothers of mine .

My Bodyguards :D

<3 Connie

Display Picture .

Jesseca & Me & Cherry & Lynn

I miss my girlfriends, do you miss yours?

<3 Connie

Thursday, 2 February 2012

Make your LADY smile ;)

Do you know how to keep a woman happy? I mean truly happy. Keeping a woman happy is common sense stuff, but many men get this all wrong.

#1- Confidence is king
Confidence is more attractive to a woman than money or good looks. Think about it. How often do you see an ugly guy with a beautiful woman? It’s pretty common. To make your woman happy, be yourself and be confident. You are good enough for her regardless of your financial status or physical attributes.

#2- Focus on the little things
Women keep score differently than men. In a woman’s eyes, you earn points regardless of how big something you do is. Buying her an expensive diamond necklace earns you no more points than calling her just to say you love her. If you want to keep a woman happy, do little things for her consistently rather than doing a big thing every once in a while.

#3- She needs appreciation
More than anything in a relationship, a woman needs to feel appreciated to be happy. Appreciation is even more important than chocolate or love in a woman’s eyes. Let her know you value all the little things she does for you like doing your laundry, fixing dinner, or leaving you cute notes.

#4- Give her the attention she deserves
When you’re with her, avoid staring at other women. Women constantly compare themselves to other women, and when you stare at other women when she’s around, you will make her feel as though she’s not good enough. You’re a man and you’re going to look. It’s part of your core being, but be conscious of it when she’s around and give her your full attention if you want to keep her happy.

#5-Laughter will win her heart
If you want to know how to keep a woman happy, make her laugh. Just because you’re a man doesn’t mean you can’t be cute, silly, or even a little childish if it brings a smile to her face. You know the things that make her laugh so use them.

#6- Do something she loves even if you don’t
Maybe your girlfriend likes to ski or dance and you don’t. Make an effort to go with her sometimes even if you don’t enjoy it that much. Do it for her because you love her. This doesn’t mean you have to do everything she loves all the time, but show an interest in her passions. She’ll love you for it.

#7- Don’t get sloppy
Guys have a tendency to put a lot of effort into getting the girl, but once they have her they get sloppy. They stop doing the little things. They stop caring about their appearance. They stop appreciating her and start taking her for granted. If you want to keep a woman happy, don’t get sloppy. You can lose her in an instant.

#8- Get to know her family and friends
Women for the most part are social creatures. They rely on their friends and family to validate the choices they make in life. They want their boyfriends and husbands to have a relationship with their family and friends. Learning how to keep a woman happy will require making an effort to show an interest in your girl’s sphere of influence.

#9- Be considerate of her feelings
Women are more emotional than men. It’s not their fault. It just comes with being a woman. When you show her you understand this and are sensitive to her moods and don’t get upset or over-react, she’ll do everything she can to keep you.

#10- Spice it up
It’s natural for a relationship to lose some of its excitement over time. However, if you feel things getting stale, try something new. maybe taking a class together to learn how to dance or do yoga. Do something neither of you have ever done, and do it together.

Sources : Facebook 

Something to share, enjoy reading !

Remember to always create a curve call SMILE on her face :D

<3 Connie

Saturday, 14 January 2012

Just a lesson to learn .

"The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson."

I tried, I stumbled, I cried and I keep on trying. Sometimes, its feels so worthless, fighting for something that is uncertain. I feel so hopeless. Gasping for inspiration and motivation. Praying. Crying. I just can't fight this feeling. 
All i want to is to see my mom. To be held in her arms. How i miss mummy :( Someone that could calm me down while the world is crashing on me. Keep on reminding my heart that everything happen is a lesson to learn. I wonder what would happen if i did not experience those things now. Will it happen in the future? Or even worst?  Its true that experience is something that we can gain anywhere we are, everywhere we are standing. Its might be hurtful, but memories remain forever. We grow up through experience. We stay stronger as we grow older. Facing up difficulties. Trying hard not to get so emotional. Pretending everything alright. Bearing with the pain we feel inside. Seeking for God's help. Reading God's words. And as each day passing by, i am now stronger to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and tougher experience. Its all about taking chances. God would never give you something to experience if you are not ready for it. God knows best. 

“Other people may be there to help us, teach us, guide us along our path, but the lesson to be learned is always ours.”

Nothing much but just a lesson to learn. Handle with prayer :)

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too so we're really not that different, me and you.

xoxo ♥

Exam is finally over. Back home for good :D

Tuesday, 10 January 2012


When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts...
*GOD KNOWS how hard you have tried.

When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish...
*GOD has counted your tears.

If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by...
*GOD is waiting with you.

When you are lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call...
*GOD is by your side.

When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated...
*GOD has the answer.

If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope...
*GOD has whispered to you.

When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for...
*God has blessed you.

When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe...
*God has smiled upon you.

When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow...
*God has opened your eyes and called you by name.


Tg. Aru, Kota Kinabalu ♥

Love, UK .

Thanks darling cousins Clarribel & Baldwyn ♥

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

The OLD me .

Its funny to see how people changing. Its funny to heard someone told me that I've changing. I wonder what kind of changes that they've seen in me. Changes are good when you're changing to a better person. By leaving all the bad thoughts behind. And promise yourself to keep on moving on, even how much it hurts you. Past is past. Life is too short to wake up with regret. Because, PEOPLE change, even the person you thought you knew the most, changes. And even though it hurts to see them go, you have to move on, for the memories are all you have, and things might never be the same. Bear in mind that, someone might come into your life as a blessings but some as a lesson.

when a new day begin, dare to smile gratefully :)

Date A Girl Who Reads .

Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.
Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.
She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.
Buy her another cup of coffee.
Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent.  Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.
It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.
She has to give it a shot somehow.
Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.
Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.
Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.
If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.
You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.
You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.
Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.

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