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Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Remembering the past .

Time : 0328 .

Promise myself to sleep early tonight but end up writing my blog . I just don't feel like sleeping now .

I just need someone to talk to, someone that willing to lend me their ears, only to listen to me. Yes, please just listen to me . Feel like something stuck in my heart, something like bomb which is ready to explodes at anytime . These few days, time spent with family and friends are so precious . It's been a long time, even though mummy is not here with us, but she is always in our heart . I miss talking to mummy, hugging her, telling her all my worries and most of all hearing her voices . 
Went out with my friends, we may not be very "close" but they treat me like "sister" . Yes, sister ! They were very supportive and of course positive, the way they think and giving away their advices . It was day before yesterday, before deciding to buy a skirt, i asked for their opinion as I'm afraid that i wouldn't fit the skirt . Guess what, confidently, they told me that the skirt really suits me and for sure fitted on me . I smiled and thank God for sending me a very good friends . (Jess, Batt. Darl & Ully) . After we had our meals, we headed to mall and then to the beach . We talked and tell each other stories, life stories, new experiences, examination, life expenses which had increased drastically, new friends, clothes and many more . What a great conversation .

Today, i received a lot of "confession" as well as much "confession" that i did today . By doing so, relief what i felt inside . Someone in your life knows how to make you happy and appreciate your presence in their life . But someone will also knows how to make you fall for them, and when you fall, you fall hard but eventually will leave you hanging and meaningless . When someone told me how much I've made them happy and thank me, i thank God for them . It made me realise there is still someone who knows how to appreciate you for all your deeds . The power of "thank you" :)

I thank God for sending them to me, for this moment, i didn't feel so alone, they text me only to keep me accompanied, posting something on my facebook wall telling me that they miss me, posting some motivating words or shall i call it "wisdom words", just to encourage me . Thanks dearly, i really appreciate that . I thank God for everyone who cares . I can feel the love is spreading widely . 
Thanks to Abby for the advices, my sore throat is now gone, no more cough and flu . :D He wants me to eat Paddle-pop Ice-cream as a remedy. I tried and it works ! Cheers for that :D

I miss all my National Service's friends . And i really do . Afraid to post something on my NS group's wall, I go through each and everyone of their profile (only those who i used to be close to) and take a look at their album. Everything is updated . I miss all the memories that we had together before . What can i do is clicking "LIKE" button on their facebook walls . Its been a year since our last meet . They taught me the real meaning of friendship, loyalty and they gave me so much memorable memories that i would not forget for the rest of my life . Remembering them and all the memories makes me cry . :'(
They are always there for me all through the 2 and a half months programmes . 
We laugh, we share, we cry, we tell each other silly jokes, we dance, we smile, we cares, we listen, we love . Some of them had fall for each others, some don't . Some of them choose to be friends but some choose to love . I wonder how can they fall for someone that they knew in only a few weeks . Maybe that's what people call with love-at-first-sight . I don't really believe in love at first sight cause I'm afraid it will end up hurting both sides . So, that moment, I'm preparing myself not to fall for anyone and i did . Some of the girls fight for their dream boy, whom they don't even know personally, some of them only go for looks . I stayed away from their dream boys cause i dislike all the stupid fight & "dramas", I'm not a drama queen . I stayed close to those who i feel comfortable with them around . Whom i can share my stories and laugh together . I looked for a friend whom i can share my secret with and believe in all my dreams and fortunately i found many . The moment i felt so hurt, exhausted and feel like giving up, all of them are there for me to support and encourage me . They wrote me a letter, text me and even gave me a midnight calls just to make sure that I'm alright . What a Blessings :) 

I've learned the real value of prayers and good deeds . As saying goes, "What do you want others do to you, do the same thing to them" .     

Feeling changes, memories don't .

Dearest ,

Genevieve, Lyana (buddy), Valarie, Chombie, Nana, Fatin, Aiman, Balginder, Madir, Abby & the best of Charlian ..
Thanks for everything . We may stay far apart but for sure close to heart . Distance is only a number, heart that matter . 

Miss you all . Hoping to see you guys soon . All the best !

Off to bed .

Time : 0516 .

Love, Gyrle .  . 

Saturday, 7 May 2011

Enjoy Listen :D

What are words .

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

p/s : one of my friend wants me to hear this song and i google for this :D

Mother's Day .

Dear Mommy,

Thanks for eveyrthing that you have done to us . Thank you for working very hard . Thanks for your unconditional love . Hoping to see you soon . I promise you that i'll make you proud of me . Thanks mom for taking a good care of me . Thanks for being my bestfriend . I thank God for sending an Angel to me, it's you mom . WE may stay miles away but i know our heart are close to each other . I pray for your health and happiness mom . More than words can say how much i love you and miss you  mom .

I love you mummy, Pollen Julian . You're the best ♥

Lots of hugs and kisses from Bro Samboy, Daddy and Gegirl :* XOXO

Zillion loves ,

daughter .

p/s : i miss mummy . i wanna cry :'(

Dear God,

I know You always there for me, send Your Angels t guide mommy tonight . Grant her a good healthy, happiness and safety . I know that You love mommy more . Thank You Jesus .

 In Jesus' name I pray, amen .

I pray for every mom in the world . May all the happiness and serenity be with them . Thanks God .

Love, your daughter . ♥

Friday, 6 May 2011

Happy Mother`s Day!

Dear followers, can you please do me a little favor? Please tell your Mom how much she means to you. Thank her for all the things she has done to you.

  • Thank you Mom for taking care of me for nine months inside you womb.
  • Thank you Mom for changing my diaper and singing me to sleep. 
  • Thank you Mom for holding me in your loving arms every time I cried. 
  • Thanks you Mom for waking up early in the morning and prepared my breakfast.
  • Thank you Mom for holding my hand as you walked me onto my first day of school. 
  • Thank you Mom for praying for me before you close your eyes each night. 
  • Thank you Mom for saving me some chocolate chip cookies.
  • Thank you Mom for cooking my favorite food. 
  • Thank you Mom for the Birthday Gifts each year.
  • Thank you Mom for teaching me to believe in myself.  
  • Thank you Mom for showing me how to help those less fortunate than me. 
  • Thank you Mom for your faithful prayers.
  • Thank you Mom for saying “I Love You” every time I see you. 
  • Thank you Mom for bringing a smile to my face every time I think of you. 
You`ve given me so much Mom, love from your heart and warmth of your touch. Thank you for the gift of life and for being my bestfriend. If I could had chosen, I would have picked no other than, for you, to be my lifelong friend and precious mother. I LOVE YOU. 

Mummy, i love you more than words could say . Do take care of yourself . God bless you mum .

I miss & love you mum . We stay miles away but close to heart .

♥ ,
daughter .

P/s : i wanna cry . :'( i miss u mum >.<

Thursday, 5 May 2011

Sony a380 .

Finally, I've made the payments and will be receiving it soon. Gosh ! Time, please be fast ! :D Excited :) It's an old model but i like it as it is white in colour plus it is cheaper :D Thanks God .

Thanks to Abby too for gooling it for me . We have worked very hard for it isn't ? HAHA ! Thanks daddy for the money ♥ i love you ! Half of the money is from my savings. Yes ! It's been a long time I've been longing for my own SLR :) I'm HAPPY :D !

When it arrive, i promise to take daddy's picture first before others :D
Can't wait to have a photographic session with my sister Viviane and Vyanessa . Can't wait to photograph Ryan's & Ryno's pictures !

Dear God, i know Your timing is always perfect . Thank You Abba Father . ♥

Lolane darling, come back to Sabah ASAP.

Blessings, Gyrle ♥

Good night Angels .

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Oh Man ~~

We haven't talk for 2days. I've tried to call him many times. Yes, MANY MANY MANY times ~ But what i get is nothing :( I'm sorry but i missed you so bad. I know you've been busy and i am here trying hard to understand. Man, i am trying, trying, trying not to think about you, not to worry about you, i have no idea why am i worry too much :( , i wish i can talk to you right now .
I want you to know that i am not that girl that treat everything emotionally, especially LOVE . I got my limitation . So do my feeling . Every single words from you can change my feeling . I dislike that but that's the truth .
Darling, all the best in your coming exam . God bless you .

Love, Gyrle ♥

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

Five Tips to Be Beautiful:

Keep your heart open: Look beyond the masks people wear and see the beauty within them.

Begin each day with thoughts of gratitude: Appreciate every experience, even the challenges.

Affirm your inner beauty: Make positive statements of affirmation to yourself, Beauty is confidence.

Have a humble heart: Being in service to those in need helps illuminate the bright shiny light within you.

Smile often. Not only will it benefit your health, but it will touch others. Even better, laugh out loud

A Jog with Jess :)

Finally, everything goes on smoothly today. As I've planned :) Went to have a jog with Jess (actually Darl, Batt and Ully are with us but they don't jog) .
Feeling so god inside, feeling so healthy ! I just wanna stay fit, that's all ! :)
Then, we headed to supermarket cause i want to eat ABC :D ngeeee ! So yummies ♥♥
I bought plain hair band and white baby-tee :D So much money wasted :(
On our way back home, Jess's car suddenly stopped in the middle of the highway. My heart beats faster as other cars moving so fast heading to us. Jess pressed on the hone and the cars slow down their cars and hone back to us. They must be angry. Quickly Jess started the engine and speed her car. What a relief ! I just can't say a word cause it happened too fast. I'm afraid that the others cars will hit us and luckily it wont happen. Most of all, no accident no car crash. I know God is with us. Thanks God. Thanks for Your Angels.

God is good, all the time.

Good night. I miss you :(

Blessings, Gyrle ♥

Monday, 2 May 2011

Fringe & Foods .

Yesterday, i cut my hair and i dislike it. I got my fringe short :( Never mind, thinking back, i should stop complaining :) be good, be grateful.
Oh man !! I'm getting fatter :$ DISLIKE button please :( ! My cousins and i went out with her best friend. What we did was we went out and looked for a food. Why should we feel so hungry every seconds?

Stop complaining lady :)

Thanks God for the delicious and nutritious  foods ♥ i love it :D

Goodnight Angels ♥

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Feeling so pink ♥

When life gives you lemon... and say 'Thanks!' 
Have a blessed day :D